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Arthur est difficile a joindre
Oct 21 5:55pm Tu m'appeles?
Oct 31 6:33pm Tu dors?
Oct 31 11:24pm Hello are you still up?
Nov 3 4:33pm Call me
Nov 4 8:04 pm t'es reveille? Si oui appeles
Nov 6 6:57pm Call me
ou n'appeles pas. Ne parle pas. Desinteresses toi. Ments. Promets. Oublies. C ce que tu fais de mieux.
Nov 8 3:01pm APEL MOI
Nov 8 9:13pm Still up?
tu dors
Nov 11 10:46am Tu m'appeles?
Nov 11 11:30am T'es parti encore?
Nov 11 11:49am Comment veux tu que je t'aime si tu es dans ma tete et si peu dans mon coeur.
Nov 11 4:25pm Bon si t'as pas envi
t'es mechant

ce matin j'avais deux cyber dogs. ce soir je suis libre de nouveau

Si un jour tu lis ca, c'est pour toi et tu comprendras rien. voila c'est ca

il dit "c'est grenouille;-)"
je reponds "tu dors deja petite grenouille" on se text peu. on gchat beaucoup. sur gmail. c'est pratique il suffit que le point devient vert. orange m'enerve. gris il est parti.
mais ses lignes sur mon iphone est ce qu'il reste a regarder:
moi: "bisoux ... toujours rien?"
Lui: "je ne trouve pas les enfants". comment veux tu ne pas tomber amoureuse d'un mec qui a un sens de l'humour tellement charmant. je me masturbe avec d'un point vert. d'une fenetre qui clignotte: jai un message.
"ca y est je me transforme en prince!"
je pense aux enfants.
on est sex.
"tu vas voir mon tire-bouchon"
on parle animaux. grenouilles, poissons, cochons, chiens. des queues des queues, des jupes qui se soulevent.
"cherie, j'ai envie de faire la fete avec toi!" c'est son anniversaire. il pense quand meme a moi. Je pense a l'autre.
"La luge? any time nico" j'adore l'appeler nico ca fait tres ecole. tres petit nicolas, tres bande dessinee. ca nous met tres loin de l'acte sexuel. on en parle mais on ne le vit pas. visualise pas. quand je l'appele nico tout va bien.
Lui: "ce que tu veux mais avec toi toi toi!". Pas lui. il est un mec. il est different. meme s'il m'appelle Ell il voit ma chatte mes bouts de seins quil veut mordouiller il veut, il va me faire crier. c'est assez simple en fait. moi j'ai 5 ans je suis assise sur les bancs de l'ecole dehors et mes parents qui ne viennent pas. lui s'arrete. surpris genereux et l'oeil moellleux., "alors petite on attend toute seule," un bout de carambar. je prends le bonbon sans bruit. je regarde d'abord ses yeux puis son sourire. je me laisse aller. moi c'est le reve. lui me prend la main. j'ouvre mes yeux je suis seule. un gout de caramel dans la bouche. ma mere arrive.
Moi: "toi tout nu dans la neige.. Fantasme de te faire l'amour dans la neige.. ca doit etre le contre effet Val d'Isere", je me bats pour ecrire des tableaux, ce que je me dis sera mon bonheur, meme court surtout court c'est pas une question de temps. c'est une question de couleur dans mon tableau. ca ne marche pas, les lumieres sont incorrectes et les couleurs bavent. t'es jamais tout nu t'es jamais dans la neige et s'il y en a tu skies dessus tu t'es pas arrete pour me faire ma peinture preferee. je suis mechante.
je suis decue. de ne pas faire ce putain de dessin. meme si c'est pour un soir, je me fous du temps. j'ai pas su assortir les couleurs et la lumiere est toute grise. je retourne sur mon banc tu vas revenir me voir et t'auras quelques chose de sucree pour moi.
Lui: "vivement noel", non non pas Noel je deteste Noel je deteste la neige je deteste tout ce qu'il y a sur ce tableau. c'est une vieille peinture que j'aurais du jeter. je suis trop con. j'ai pas su.
Moi: "tu crois encore au Pere Noel. He haha" heureusement a 16 ans j'ai beaucoup d'humour . je suis une adolescente sarcastique. un peu coquine, mais inabordable. qui te mettra un coup de sabot plutot que se laisser toucher les cheveux. j'ai toujours cette meche qui me cache l'oeil droit et j'ai toujours ces gars qui tendent leur mains, m'effrolent l'arcade sourciliere. ma tete balance vers l'arriere. doucement. ils me touchent quand meme. je ne laisse pas faire. 16 ans c'est la rebellion.
je patoge un peu, je reviens j'ai 30 ans et je doute a fond.
Moi: "t'as pas aime mon humour du dimanche"
Lui: "j'aime tout de toi le dimanche!" mes envies sont de jouir. de sentir sa queue faire des vas et viens je sens - je te sens je te sens tellement a travers ces mots - son corps son odeur sa chaleur je lui embrasse le cou la nuque le dos les fesses je me caresse les seins j'ecarte les jambes j'attends.
Moi: "Moi j'aime rien parce que t'es pas la;-)"
Lui: "Et moi ca j'adore! J'ai manger une enorme quenelle! C'etait bien la peine de faire du sport:-("
J'ai 30 ans et ma tete part en couille j'ai l'esprit qui deconne c'est pas le coeur qui est ferme c'est la tete qui merde. j'ai les mains agripeuse. sauf que t'es pas la . juste le clavier. il me reste le clavier. je suis frustree.
Moi: "Quel appetit pour la vie. Tu te suffiras jamais d'une seule femme:-)" et en plus i smiley...
Mais t'es un homme d'affaire avant tout. T'as pas de femme t'as pas d'enfant t'as meme pas de chien. tu t'allonges le dimanche seul sur ton canape de banlieue et tu regardes le cable. grosse telecommande. mange rapide. mange lentement.
Lui: "problem d'internet! ca fait chier! reponse a ton dernier message: oui oui et oui! Partout!"
Lui encore: ":-P une seule femme c'est mon reve!"
Lui encore: "zzz."
Moi : "Brazil la la la la Brazil."
Moi encore: "Nico je suis completement debile."
mon message je demandais ou? le salon, la cuisine, la voiture.

Fausse gourmandise

Julien, un ex, un ex tres ancien - un des premiers, genre 21 ans, premier week-end, dvd le grand bleu et galette des rois au lit, m'envoie un email a travers FB. Je viens juste de changer ma photo:
Hello Miss (il aimait bien m'appeller Miss - ca fait sexy coquin ouioui)
"Tu n'oublies pas de voter today...
Elle est plus sympa cette image, tout toi : volontaire, l'oeil noir...
mais ta bouche fausse tout !!! Elle est gourmande...biz Julien"

"Voting right NOw.. C pas fausse. La bouche. Ohh.. C serieux"
Sent via Facebook Mobile

C'est ma reponse. Tout moi. 15 ans apres.

Folic Acid

OCT 23

10:32 PM me: I saw the 2 pictures you put on FB. I have forgotten about the "happy" time. You know after that you broke my heart. I have forgotten. Maybe it is better not to contact each other any more.

OCT 24

12:04 PM arthur: hi

you are crazy

12:06 PM why did you describe happy as "happy"?

12:10 PM you see i do something as you ask me put pictures and then you turn this against me....and you said forget about the past but you no!!!!i ask you you to forget all bad and remember only the good and even got a seat for the 8th

12:12 PM let me call give me your number if you wish!!!

12:13 PM me: you said forget about the past. and i said yes.

12:14 PM arthur: ok then

i love the good part of our past

12:18 PM tu boudes la plus belle de tous

12:19 PM c'est bon signe

c'est l'amour!

6 minutes

12:26 PM arthur: je peux pas etre fache avec une belle femme comme toi

me: et pourquoi TU serais fache?

arthur: non je plaisante

je suis jamais fache

12:27 PM tu es elodie et tout es permis

je me suis fais masser encore la

12:29 PM me: good for you . did she gave you a blow job too?

arthur: what hugh

crazy

12:30 PM pour qui tu me prend

ha

me: oh je t'ai choque?

arthur: but i did cum though at home

12:31 PM ha

me: oh tx for the details.. like it is so common

12:32 PM arthur: what you mean

12:33 PM me: guys jerk off every day

arthur: you are crazy and grunchy

12:34 PM me: mahhh

arthur: well it is man nature

not my fault

but i did not get a blow job

12:35 PM like you vulgary put it

ha ha

nothing chocks me by the way

me: but why?

12:36 PM arthur: why what?

12:40 PM if you want i can call you i'm not afraid of bills!!!!!!

12:41 PM me: bills. like 0.002cts the minute

no i am really busy right now

arthur: just joking

12:42 PM not your kind of humour i guess

ha

me: you never smile

arthur: i smile only with you

12:43 PM it is a rare therefore valuable

me: you see the pics how young we look

arthur: i look better i think more fit

and you look good now too

me: well i am surpise i look so kind

12:44 PM kind

kind

arthur: you are kind

i feel it

but grunchy sometimes but it is just defensive!

it is normal

12:45 PM i like it

12:46 PM so i guess you don't want us to talk on the phone too bad well!!!

me: and your face was like stone

glacee

arthur: ha ha

ice cream

12:47 PM me: 1.917.725.5555

in 10 mn

arthur: stop criticizing you are not perfect also hugh ha ha

12:48 PM me: hugh veut dire??

je te critique pas. t'es pas calin c'est tout

12:49 PM arthur: but perfect in bed

me: c'est chimique

la perfection au lit

12:50 PM arthur: mmmm

12:53 PM je suis tres calin normalement

12:58 PM me: et avec moi?

arthur: oui

1:01 PM me: c'est qui le bebe sur les photos?

1:02 PM arthur: le fils de david samy le producteur de musique allemand un tres bon amis

me: allemand. ah

1:03 PM arthur: et sa femme c'est ma meilleur copine au temps de miami

pogo

et villi strawberry et la avion et no prayer etc...

pappy smooth

masputin etc

1:04 PM des trucs tres cheesy

mais avec une histoire

1:06 PM me: ca te manque pas le monde de la musique?

1:10 PM t'es plus las?

la

arthur: si

no pas du tout

should i miss it?

1:11 PM je l'ai fait et c'est fini et c'etait tres fatiguant

1:13 PM me: non la musique peut etre si c'est une passion.

arthur: oui

mais

1:15 PM me: a seat for the 8th

c'est quoi au juste?

je viens si tu te decongeles

ha ha

1:16 PM arthur: je suis trop pour toi crois moi

trop chaud

je suis stresse comme quand je t'ai connu

1:17 PM mon travel agent m'a dit de passer lundi

chaud

me: encore

1:18 PM stresse

arthur: quoi encore???

no

no

me: you lost me

arthur: i know i just read what i wrote ...no the opposite

not stressed at all

6 minutes

1:24 PM me: call me

OCT 27

9:18 AM arthur: cheri ca sssss pas :a declarer l'arabe

me: apprends le francais

arthur: non je suis un cromagnion

9:19 AM me: poilu

arthur: eats and want to cum all the time hugh..................a idonist

idoni pleasure in anciant greek

9:20 AM me: your english is as fuck as your french

arthur: not a epicurien

me: epicure est francais

arthur: never learn all you will learn less

me: dans son chateau de la loire

9:21 AM il faudrait que tout le monde reclame aupres des autorites une loi

arthur: non endessous un pont

me: tout le monde a une seule vie qui passe mais tout le monde ne s'en souvient pas

arthur: d'un pont pardon

9:22 AM me: ok cafe time

arthur: arrete femme de parler et gemir c'est un ordre

ok bye

9:23 AM salut female a ce soir

9:24 AM me: ouch m'appelle pas female ca fait trop paysan

4:27 PM terrylibre: le paysan arabe

10 minutes

4:37 PM me: salut

4:39 PM you there?

oct 28

4:43 PM arthur: cherie c'est tonton

5 minutes

4:48 PM me: just leave me alone

arthur: why what happen again

4:49 PM oh i get it

4:52 PM you don't want to be one man's woman!!! or you don't like that i am nicer than what you thought and not such a bastard!!!

mmmmm

4:54 PM no answer ??? i still love you the same!

me: no i do miss you and i don't want to think about it

arthur: too bad i like a lot these days

4:57 PM well tomorrow i am CONVOQUER so i hope i will be out by tomorrow night or else it is la merde......so if i don't give signs of life tomorrow it will that can't and not that i forgot about you!!!

5:01 PM you "miss me" ha right!

5:02 PM me: good bye

5:03 PM arthur: such a mechante.....say something nice!!!

j'espere que tu me dises appelle moi!!!

5:04 PM h! i am talking to you !!mechante!

5:05 PM me: je suis pas mechante

pas mechante tu m'ENTENDS!!!

5:07 PM arthur: je veux te plaire et je veux que tu veux m'entende chaque jour comme moi je le veux sauf si comme tu l'as dit hier tu as rencontre quelqu'un d'autre et je suis un de trop!!!!!!!!

5:08 PM me: je ne partage ni moi-meme ni ce qui est a moi

5:09 PM arthur: ahhhh rien compris bravo

5:10 PM quand on ne comprend pas ca veux dire que c'est tres intelligent!!!

me: t'es trop cynique c'est fatigant. si un jour tu es for real tu as mon numero

arthur: for real ????

5:11 PM do you want to come or not ????

5:12 PM me: well tomorrow i am CONVOQUER so i hope i will be out by tomorrow night or else it is la merde......so if i don t give signs of life tomorrow it will that can't and not that i forgot about you!!!

tu laisses les clefs chez la concierge avant de disparaitre

5:13 PM arthur: well it is true and you are my friend so i partager all my stuff

je t'envoie ma convoquation avec gmail

5:14 PM au lieu de me parler et d'etre gentille et supporting which i need so much today because i am angoisser you treat me like shit!!

me: appelle moi

5:15 PM arthur: je boude un peu

5:16 PM me: oh. time is on your side

NOT ON MINE

5:17 PM arthur: ha ha

you make me smile that's why i love you

5:19 PM me: you are in my thoughts for tomorrow

arthur: thanks

5:20 PM me: XO

OCT 29

1:13 PM arthur: i want to call you !!!!

1:17 PM me: are you ok?

1:19 PM arthur: can i call you

1:23 PM can i call you!!!!!!!

????????????????????

me: yes now

arthur: ok

1:29 PM me: call me now.

10 minutes

1:39 PM me: hi was great to hear ALL is good with you. X

OCT 30

10:42 AM me: ca va?
arthur: ca va et toi?

11:10 AM me: oui

11:12 AM t'es la?

arthur: ouai

11:13 AMje vais au cine mesrine

me: oh il y parait c'est bien

arthur: la vie et mort de mesrine

me: hummm

qui joue mesrine?

arthur: cassel

me: jadore

11:14 AM arthur: toi repose toi car tu vas devenir maman et seulement moi je peux sortir

you smiled i bet

me: ah oui. combien d'enfant?

arthur: 1

me: oui

11:15 AM arthur: ca fait mal 1 c'est assez

me: pour moi c'est sure

arthur: t'as vu meme sur ca on est d'accord

me: avce toi un seul c'est bien

11:16 AM arthur: avce???

me: bon je te donne le numero de tel mon pere bientot

arthur: ok

me: avec

arthur: je suis pas feuj moi c'est bon???

me: c'est la mere qui compte

la mere

11:17 AM arthur: socratien

me: c'est par la mere que la religion, l'appartenance se transmet

arthur: mmmmmmmm

me: car de la mere on est sure

et on est automatiquement bat or bar mitzvah

a 12 pour la fille et 13 pour le garcon

arthur: transmet c'est pour les maladies qu'on dit ca non??

11:18 AM me: et voila faut que tu gaches mon text

arthur: hhaha

me: tu devras me soutenir financierement

11:19 AM arthur: je suis comme toi cherie toujours un mauvais sense d'humour au mauvais moment

me: car des que je suis enceinte j'arrete de travailler

9 mois

arthur: pas de prob le mob c'est fait pour

me: ah haaa

11:20 AM arthur: il y a pas beaucoup de gens qui on eu la chance de rencontrer des vrais cosa nostra et tu en fais partie

et ton fils sera un don

11:21 AM me: mon fils!!

et si cest une fille!!

arthur: le mien aussi

une don alors

me: ah

hum

sera quelqu'un de libre

11:22 AM arthur: car les vrais tout le monde les suspect et tous les services du monde mais ils peuvent jamais mettre le doigt dessus

me: DU Moment que il y a la liberte

11:23 AM arthur: pas des escrots a deux francs ou a un million des dons je parle

me: le mode est vaste et j'ai des amis partout

des varis

vrais

anyway je prefere parler layette

11:24 AM arthur: alors j'y vais je t 'ppelle apres ....for the record i was very serious yesterday

prepare toi for using sexe as a reproduction for once

11:25 AM me: moi aussi. will see if you step up to the plate.

for the first time. yes

not like you and your display of exes on your facebook pages. like a cheap catalogue

11:26 AM arthur: that's the idea don't you understand ok have to go

me: i know. XO

bye

NOV 1

7:30 PM me: hi

arthur: hi

me: ca va

7:31 PM arthur: ouai et toi je suis pres a dormir

dead

me: ca va je regarde la grande illusion

avec jean gabin

arthur: non je suis fievreu

7:32 PM me: ah oh

arthur: ah ok

me: t'es malade?

la grippe?

arthur: oui

me: j'ai toujours pas recu l'itineraire du billet.

7:33 PM peut etre fautil mieux qu'on se voit le 21

arthur: je te l'envoie toute suite

non arrete

arrete

me: je sais pas si t'as vraiment envie de me voir

peut etre tu joues

7:34 PM moi j'ai pas envi de ca en ce moment

arthur: bien sur

j ai envie

me: ca sera plus simple quand je serai a paris le 21

comme ca il n'y a pas d'obligation

7:35 PM du moment que tu continues a m'appeler

arthur: je suis trop malade pour me engueler

me: c'est pas du tout une engeulade

pas du tout arthur.

7:36 PM je suis super contente de te voir

soit le 8 soit le 21

arthur: je vai me coucher et on s'apelle mon ange

me: ok fais au mieux

bonne nuit

7:37 PM arthur: je pense a toi...........

me: tant mieux..

je t'embrasse partout. je te laisse dormir et je retourne a mon film.

arthur: ok bizz

7:39 PM me: bizz, miss u

7:40 PM arthur: ..........................

Pour en finir avec le b.noix. he's crazy

oct 19
me: hey how are you?
b: ok. got my puppy here which is great. You?
Me: U know re: gallery what was the question?
b: ? what question? when?
me: i don't drink
b: i know. Oh! i just want to make sure it won't be awkward if we see each other around. Like when i come to look at shows at the gallery.
me: yes. gallery is an open public space. i am not super friendly right now so better avoid me.
b: ha ha. fair enough.
me: FYI u r awkward just on your own.
b: charming
me: i don't see how it could be awkward to run into each other. anyway no worries i will run in the back!
b: no! just asking out of politeness.
me: i know. british politeness.



me: hey i just look at the video. interestin g. how much saatchi pay u for that?

10 minutes

11:06 PM b: can you hang on for a sec?

me: yep. working on my blog

11:09 PM b: How are you?

11:10 PM me: roasting

so how did you got the concept?

11:11 PM i mean it seems original. is there any other web site that pictures a upcoming show from the artist mouth?

better that a gallery director press release or worth.

b: You caught me not listening to my favourite compsosers.

me: ?

b: ????

me: i what?

11:14 PM b: What, I'm making eggs.....

11:15 PM me: amazing!

i was asking some questions about your work

11:17 PM b: what work?

5 minutes

11:22 PM b: Who cares about my work!!!! What you doing....

11:23 PM "I want to go down in musical history....." - Morissey

11:24 PM Shit, you love me...It;s OK!!

11:25 PM me: r u ok?

11:26 PM i am making roasted vegetables with papillottes of sole filet

11:27 PM b: Yes, I'm OK - did you think I was so fragile that I would die..

11:28 PM me: why you r asking?

b: ummm... your vegetables sound good....

11:29 PM me: who cares if you are fragile or not. will see if you are a friend or not

b: I'm you freind stupid.

me: stupid friend

11:30 PM b: ha ha...I want some of your veggies...

me: i liked you because our exchanges through texts are funny.

b: Stupid fucking cunt morissey is playing in my head...

Literally.

me: but when you get vulgar

11:31 PM what don't know what you mean

b: That ass hole morrisssey is playing on my puter...

me: puter?

b: computer

me: ah

11:32 PM b: some girls are bigger than other girls mothers....

me: she sings that?

11:33 PM b: Do you want me to come there?

But I love my girlfreind...

11:34 PM who lives in London

11:35 PM I really love my girlfriend...she loves in London

"do you really think she'll pull through..." - morissey

5 minutes

11:40 PM me: you never told me you had a girldfriend

11:42 PM b: what? Yes, I have a girlfriend....

11:43 PM I've got the bad luck of always having a girl. Just Jocking!!!!!

11:44 PM did you see the spelling?

me: no

b: yes, I have a girl. I love her and she loves me...\

11:45 PM me: i meet that boy a long time ago

he had a girl at the time

i just remember his sweater and his big smile

11:46 PM nothing happens.

b: ha ha! I love my girl....don't you?

You're so French...

me: i don't have to remember him because i never really forgot him

11:47 PM i was even surprise when his name shows up on my phone the other day

b: I'm listening to Serge right now...

He rules...

me: i don't know him but he makes me feel good. it is so deep

b: /Users/b/Desktop/Lizzy/DSCF2582.JPG

11:48 PM Serge's house!!!!

won't work...

me: now he is gone

i am far away

maybe it is not meant to be

b: wanna kiss?

me: but i don't care

b: Kiss, kiss, kiss...

me: i just feel good when he reach out to me

b: Who?

11:49 PM Kissy pants.

me: i was 21 years old

b: For what?

me: nothing happens i tell you

i just saw him from the corner of the room

b: Kiss kissy kissy pants

Who?

me: now he is older

and single

11:50 PM and somehow i believe he is not mine

but i don't care

i just feel good when he talk to me

b: who me?

me: i was 21

11:51 PM b: I know babe, sorry...but you're a big girl now and you are doing the right thing.

me: 15 years have gone

and he found me

i wasn't even surprised

11:52 PM like i was waiting for him

i make him feel good

everytime i reach out to him

he likes talking to me

maybe we will met soon

11:53 PM b: who? Erase this convo, please!!!

11:54 PM Serge can kiss my ass!!! Not really..i Love that dude...!

me: why erasing this convo. i like my text

11:55 PM b: Because you will use it as a text. NO! no, madame, you cannot do that.

me: i am th eone sharing her feeling here

you just play the cds

11:56 PM go see you r girlfriend . someone that loves you and that you love back

b: If you are honorable than you will delete, otherwise I will save and then you will have problems..

me: i? problems. from you?

11:57 PM b: Yes. You have said things that you didn't mean. Do you want me to save them?

me: what?

which things horrible did i said?

11:58 PM oh nooooo

b: You have said things about Anton and other artists...but I don't care, as long as you don't care? I feel like you want to use me for stuff I've said???????

11:59 PM me: what? what did i said about anton? when? in writing?

b: Exactly, that's what you keep doing to me. It's like you're trying to blackmail me.

12:00 AM me: i enjoyed texting with you because you are smart. how bad can it be to be nice to you

i am NICE

b: Just don't try and blackmail me. Were you?

me: it is only the stories between girls and guys that interest me

12:01 AM adam stop[ fucking around

b: I'm not fucking around...gotta be careful, and it seems like you were trying to take advantage...

12:02 AM me: advantage of you?

b: yes.

12:03 AM me: wanna play a game?

12:04 AM b: ok

12:05 AM me: you r not fucking around. me too. round 1. see tomorrow

b: Ok. What?

me: fuck you

These messages were sent while you were offline.

12:07 AM b: Hey wait!! Not Fair!!! Typical.

oct 23

9:59 PM b: Ok. I re-read that chat session. Sorry!

10:00 PM God-damn technology keeps ruining my ability to communicate eloquently.

10:02 PM You said some really nice things and I was just involved in my music, can you see how I was trying to communicate that? It's nothing weird...

10:03 PM Anyways, I'm watching all of the miami vice episodes on hulu.com just wanted to let you know that I'm a friend not a foe...

26 minutes

10:29 PM me: oh woau

10:30 PM a say: can you see how I was trying to communicate that?

b: Elle. I'm not mean, I'm your friend.

10:31 PM me: u read the chat again?

b: yes.

10:32 PM me: did you start to get nasty about bs when i was making comments

like i said stuff about anton and i should be "careful"

10:33 PM b: Hey, calm down. I was just being protective.

me: you accept things in yourself u cannot tolerate in others

10:34 PM b: I just don't want you to take advantage of the fact that I trust you.

me: advantage of you?!!

how in hell can i ever take anything from u

b: Don't be supperior.

10:35 PM me: superior less fucked up

b: Ok. Calm down. Just calm down. I'm sorry for upsetting you.

10:36 PM me: u did not upset me

b: OK. Why are you so aggressive?

me: I?

10:37 PM b: Yes you.

me: how about U are aggressive with me

sorry but as you can see in the last chat

u are the one changing

for no reasons

listen i dont care

10:40 PM b: I can see the logic in what I was saying. I'm not bad Elle, why do you make me think I'm bad?

10:41 PM me: i dont now what you are talking about. i feel no trust between us

b: Whoah! OK. Fine. Thanks.

10:42 PM me: listen i am living a strange time right now and i was sharing with you my thoughts. and you wrote back with weird comments. that all

10:43 PM b: I know I'm annoying, I'm sorry...

10:46 PM me: i wasn't annoyed

10:47 PM btw u called my phone at 3 am friday night. THAT was annoying

10:48 PM b: I know. It was an accident!

5 minutes

10:53 PM b: I'm on the phone with my MOM!!!

me: nice

10:54 PM b: We're working out my mom's 60th in England.

10:55 PM me: she lives there ? or utah?

any way take care.

10:56 PM b: no! why do you care? bye

me: yep exactly

11:01 PM b: So mean...

me: me?

b: yep.

me: you have short memory

b: Yes.

11:02 PM me: i dont

11:03 PM b: so what did I do that was so wrong?

11:04 PM me: relax

putain!

nothing

b: Ok. I understand that!

ha ha...putain..

11:05 PM me: tu fais chier

t'es trop con

b: Don't understand...

me: je m'en fous

11:06 PM b: what does that mean..

me: i did not re read the chat . was it a good one?

good enough to be used?

ha ha

11:07 PM b: I'm just checking...

11:10 PM me: u done with this chat?

11:11 PM b: no. I want to talk with you dome more?

11:12 PM me: dome?

b: I meant done>

me: ?

11:13 PM b: I mean, keep talking to me.

11:14 PM me: about what. Any thing you would like to share?

b: I can share loads with you, know it.

me: i meant in 1/2 you r going to call me a cunt

1/2 hour

a fucking fuck cunt

11:15 PM b: No!!! I won't. I never called you a cunt.

me: do you have something against women?

11:16 PM b: NO!!! Why do you think that????? I lOve women...

11:17 PM Women are my favourites!!!!

I'm a mama's boy>

11:18 PM me: u were nice at first and then you changed, like you get drunk alone in front of your computer in your brooklyn apartment listening to depressing music and getting overwhelm by whatever and how cares..

11:19 PM b: Don't be so down on me....

me: mama's boy!! maybe i was the one DRUNK

b: Maybe...

me: actually i was pretty fucked up

b: When?

me: long time ago

11:21 PM b: It's ok>>>

11:22 PM me: thanks

b: Are you OK?

11:23 PM me: humm

b: ?

me: ok. i am ok

b: You're really mad at me....

me: what again

like now

b: ok. Seen some good shows?

11:24 PM me: Brian gallery

b: You love that guy

me: ny art fair book was great fun. Joe's show too.

11:25 PM i love Joe Schmidt

b: So do I?

me: ??

b: I like Joe

me: ah

he's cute

b: What's youre favourite song

11:26 PM me: the one that will make me go back in time

i am having a return to the past

HUGE

it's carzy

crazy

but i am not

crazy

11:28 PM b: I know you're fine...What's up?

me: can i really tell u?

i mean can i trust you really

like you are not going to use it against me when you are drunk and angry on everyone

b: Yeah.

11:29 PM me: I know no one cares about my stories

b: I care.

me: no. bs

b: No bs.

me: why

b: Because I want to know>

me: ah

b: So tell.

11:30 PM me: this guy wants me to move back to paris

b: Why?

me: because we are crazy about each other

b: Good!!

11:31 PM me: or just crazy

that the problem

i meant when i met him 6 years ago i felt

11:32 PM so much

and things went so intense

like some kind of life that is not real

11:33 PM except that it was real.

b: This is good. You're right?

me: ? right?

like ok?

b: Yes. Your cool.

11:34 PM Your text is lovely....

me: so you see i am not mad or whatever to you because my soul is in other dimension

11:35 PM it is a metaphysique relationship

it's hard to explain

at the same time with this kind of guy if i don't open myself it's not gonna work

11:36 PM but if i do i may get lost again..

strange time..

6 minutes

11:42 PM b: It's ok. Your cool.

11:43 PM Your really nicely poetic,,,,

me: what 's ok?

b: Your OK?

me: oh .. imagine what i can do en francais

11:44 PM i really really enjoy writing

b: Good. Can I help you with that?

me: and you. you are ok?

11:45 PM u know french?

it's a joke